old friend

wow it has been a long while!

kent and i are back together... i am so happy about that! i love the kid i really do... i just get nervous.

rigth when i get it and am happy why am i suddely second guessing myself? the issues i have make life unbareable! i went through life without him and i dont like it. i hate it... but part of me longs for the freedom... but i mean i have it with him i just want to be with him... the move to greeley will be good... for all parties involved

i got my room assignment! i am in wiebking and i have a roommate from texas and his name is chris! oh how i am nervous

i foudn a woman's plus size sweater at ares yesterday... ilove it... i like the look of being in the 90s again hehe it is big and i love the feeling of the excess cloth mounting around my sides

rent it playing on my tv. i miss musical theatre... i wish i did more.

my dad found my pictures of kent today. you know what he told me? "you need to put those in your bag or soemthing... this is still our house." the pictures are in MY room onmy dresser not even liek proped up... wtf!?

why cant i just be happy? some explain... GO