you make me nervous nervous

the past couple days have been a blur---they have been amazing.

i have been hanging out repeatedly with hot photo matt and HPM is nothing short of amazing
i may not have known him to longest and i may not know everything about him


---but what i do know i like. i like a lot---


you know when you find something different... something you've never really come into
contact with before? and you can't help but want to know everything about it?

that's what i feel---that's what i want


i've gotten drunk twice in two days---i've never done that before and it was nothign short of fantastic---

i spent my entire night in HPM's arms---i couldnt have pictured a better person/face/body to wake up to---

i'm completely infatuated---


you do make me nervous-nervous--- i dont know if i trust myself with you---


---i like it---